This book is an intimate personal account of love, compassion, forgiveness, and healing. A progression of thoughts and feelings illustrate the transformational process as the challenging journey unfolds and offers an example of the determination that may be needed to win the prize of acceptance and closure. I am a medium, a communicator with the spirit world, and knew I was being guided by unseen forces that kept leading me forward. There are unusual and unexpected occurrences along the way and a struggle to discern what can be believed and what cannot. I was willing to do whatever it would take to heal my desperate heart.